Then again, A reason why I choose to keep the news from my folks is that. I feel stressed enough for today.. Please. I just want to play... I was found out... no deal. Obviously got scolded for it.
Ok. I'm stupid. End of story. WHY did I choose sec 5 over ITE? It sucks.. It sucks... that mountain.. is too high for me to overcome. I don't have the knowledge, that patience, that endurance to scale it. I will just fall back from where I started, over and over again. I might as well ditch all hope now and go to ITE at the end of the year. I hope the world ends at 2012 and I can just die without worry. I don't have to care about studies anymore that way. Woulden it be awesome?
Help me please... that stress...
* The tears i shed whist typing this represents my regret and anger.. *
Ok. I'm stupid. End of story. WHY did I choose sec 5 over ITE? It sucks.. It sucks... that mountain.. is too high for me to overcome. I don't have the knowledge, that patience, that endurance to scale it. I will just fall back from where I started, over and over again. I might as well ditch all hope now and go to ITE at the end of the year. I hope the world ends at 2012 and I can just die without worry. I don't have to care about studies anymore that way. Woulden it be awesome?
Help me please... that stress...
* The tears i shed whist typing this represents my regret and anger.. *
