I was not home the entire day today. I was in some void deck. Dressed in a plain white shirt and plain black shorts. I'm certain nobody would enjoy what I was doing. There was smoke everywhere, and the environment was moody, with people crying.
No. I did not beat up anyone nor smoke. I don't belong to any gang. In fact. I was at my wai gong's funeral today. At 7am today, my wai gong gave his final breath. He's gone, suffering from throat cancer.
I did not enjoy what I was doing. It was creepy and the feeling is not.. good.... the (dunno whos) carried my wai gong's body out of a van and I have to hold on to an umbrella covering his face. I dared not look at his body and I have to say " Wai gong, welcome back home.."
I don't like it... I had to fold the *Kim chua* today and I spent nearly the whole day doing it. I went home, tired, and feeling sad... ...
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My Thoughts now Are : I know humans can't live forever. In fact, if we do, The world will be over populated right? I know we all have to leave the world someday. So I just treat today as part of the life cycle. I wish wai gong all the best in the after-life. I believe it an after-life.
No. I did not beat up anyone nor smoke. I don't belong to any gang. In fact. I was at my wai gong's funeral today. At 7am today, my wai gong gave his final breath. He's gone, suffering from throat cancer.
I did not enjoy what I was doing. It was creepy and the feeling is not.. good.... the (dunno whos) carried my wai gong's body out of a van and I have to hold on to an umbrella covering his face. I dared not look at his body and I have to say " Wai gong, welcome back home.."
I don't like it... I had to fold the *Kim chua* today and I spent nearly the whole day doing it. I went home, tired, and feeling sad... ...
....
My Thoughts now Are : I know humans can't live forever. In fact, if we do, The world will be over populated right? I know we all have to leave the world someday. So I just treat today as part of the life cycle. I wish wai gong all the best in the after-life. I believe it an after-life.
