Today was kind of special. We are meeting up with several ICE clan members and have a little match with each another. I left my house at 2pm and met with Jater, We then met howard at bedok and tired to find Smurf, a.k.a David on plaza singapura but we kind of lost our way.

After like a dozen calls ( I swear if It was me I'll be pissed lol) we finally found him. He led the way to NetWorms and on the way there. Howard stepped on my slipper and unfortunatly it tore ): . So i had to walk (like someone) to the lan. We played around the first few matches but after David's friends arrived, they had their own match and we just played some lame Lan games. Played till around 7pm and left.

We shopped for a new slipper and then had dinner. I got an SMS from Qi Sheng earlier in the day that my Tsuruya-san 's Figma arrived in MAGE. I was so anxious about it , I went over to Simei even though it was late.

I collected my Figma , and lent $20 to jater to buy a hat. Lol. Now jater looks like Jay chou in Qian Li Zhi Wai. HAHA.

MM. Today is a little different then what I usually do. Which was : Wake up > Eat > Play computer > Lunch > Play computer > Dinner >> play computer until 3am tthen sleep, rinse and repeat. Honestly, I think I've gain lots of weight.

Just don't feel like doing outdoor activities cause I'm tired. I have deep black panda eyes. Woot. Anyway, I went to English tuition today as I have nothing to do. So.. came back, and repeated it again hahaaa..

Tomorrow I'll be going to the LAN with several ICE people including Smurf and others. Jater and Howard will be tagging along too.

My thoughts now are : Damn NTUC. I'm been waiting daily for your call! If you're not calling, CALL so i kNOW AND CAN FIND ANOTHER JOB... damn... I want a Job badly.

It's been long since I update huh. Today is non other then Jater, the last person in our group to turn 16. Basically we did not buy anything for him as it was too rush and nobody had the money. I hope we compensated this with us, following him around for the whole day.

I went over to Jater's house to get my DJmax Clazziquai and seriously, It was abit easy and.. I hate the notes at the start. Too small for me to see. I give it 7/10. Anyway, we slacked till around 1pm and then we meet up with Qi sheng and Howard and headed to Pasir Ris.

Our intended destination was escape theme park. After seeing the entrance, which was dead, with lots of repairings going on inside, We figured that it would not be worth to enter it, besides, the weather looks kinda uncanny. We headed to E!hub then, had a tough time finding the stupid Kbox. We went in for the first time and sang to our heart's content. We had a great time.

AFter that, we went over to Sakura for dinner. This time, Jater did eat alot haha. (WE DID NOT FORCE HIM) And then, we went to Century square as howard wanted to get something. I headed home first and well, That's jater's 16 birthday.

hai, o tan jyoubi omedetou, masa -.-'
(yes... happy birthday jater)

Feeling so great after the N levels so we decided to go to stay at my condo again. Howard and Jater as usual, and Phong su Came along as well. WOW. first time i heard he can come over and stay with us, for 5 days and 4 nights.

Was utterly disappointed when I heard we can't go to the Gym as we are all 16 years old and need an adult to supervise us. That was okay, since they were afraid we might "HURT" ourself running on the threadmill. OMG.



We then went up to change and then come down for a swim. This time, the security guard said we CANT wear our bermudas to swim. I was thinking: what the hell? We have been wearing this since last time. We ignored her and jumped into the pool. We swam happily for an hour before going back and hunt. So basically after that, we cant go anywhere but stay in the house and watch Tv and play monster hunter. We are supposed to lose weight! I think we gained more instead.


So basically it was a round cycle , eat breakfast , hunt, eat lunch , hunt, watch TV, hunt, then movie. We held movies at night from 11pm - 1am. It was a great time slot and Howard, was damn hyper during the stay.


Anyway, congrats to everyone, we reached 1 target at least. The 4 hunters, Hatsune, Yuzuyu, uKi and Allen are now HR9. *claps*

Today, I realized how fragile the human spirit can be. There on the bed lies my dying wai-gong (my mother's father) is dying from ospongous(the tube where food goes to your stomach) cancer. I miss the times i spent with him and regretted the times I misbehaved and made him angry.. That was a long time ago.. Now he is going to leave the world.

It's stage 4 cancer and nothing the doctors can do will save him. My mom suggested to have him as comfortable as possible, to live on the last days of his life. The pain in my heart is just, unbearable as I saw him spitting out whatever that goes in, including water. He can't eat or drink. He even spat out blood and.. the sight is just.. terrible.

Life, is just so fragile, a little sickness can cause a person to lose his life. I saw the scan of my wai-gong's body and I saw the tumor spreading out all over his liver. The number of it is just, uncountable..

So now, I can only look at him, weak and dying, on the hospital bed..

Today thought me alot of things. I'll never forget it.

and I"LL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU WAI-GONG!!

as the saying goes, People do not treasure what they have, until they lose it.

WAS geography and math 2..... the final 2 pieces of writing before going haywire and crazy.. But no, After N level was... shit.

Thought i might have alot of fun but my father Insisted on me finding a job, though i DONT want. So ... i have nothing to say, just that now, it's pretty fucked up.